Saying Goodbye

#LyricsDownBelow #Sad #Great #Like #Fire #SendToHot #STH #IMakeMusicForAllOfUs don't really feel okay. feels like this everyday what do I need to change I think I'm pretty great but no one seems to think the same. try to make a difference but it's driving me insane. please don't make the inference that I'm going irate. cause it's been this way since the 8th grade. ever since schools changed I lost my ways and gained weight. gained self hate and a few new traits. none of which where smart in anyways. but nowadays I'm staying behaved. I'm doing okay. at least on the outside, afraid to say goodbye to those that are in my life. but they all seem to slip by with no real reasons why just disappear into the night leaving me like a drive by. maybe my minds just too fried. maybe I'm just too polite. maybe it's just all the spite. or the fact no one stays by my side. so why would they wanna be mine nonetheless my wife. when it feels just right they all say sike. same reason I'm alone through the ride called life. cause I'm sick of getting stabbed by the same bloody knife. covered in my own from the blood, sweat, and tears I sacrifice to make things alright for others lives. but now it's my time to shine, my time to rise, my time to find, more reasons to fly. my time to write, cause that's what helps my mind, it's what helps my mind.