i wake up in the morning so determine remembering my past mistakes in life picture of a young boy buried was it me or the life i have lived , if daytime is for human to work and night is to think about Life knowing that This would brings good and bad look how i have changed seeing myself in the cemetery dressed in black thinking of where am going when i die , i honor the dead those who wont be back so if i die do the same for me she no tears just pray to God to forgive me and understand , knowing deep inside only few love me don't rush me through the Gates of heaven let me picture for a while how i lived my days as a child i Wonder now , these Rich children don't no what we go through as a child not being able to get all we need as they do but we are all human and we all are going to die going back to the farther God , i never had much of everything i try to myself happy at all times by lieing to everything rolling with me a family cause everybody get me watch i am not parfect of the life i live , last week i got a letter from my little sister written in blood saying please big brother keep the faith ,!!!! keep the faith,*3 how do i keep this faith when too many young brother die every day try to make money out of noting this got me thinking in my mind , is there a God keep the faith*2 enemies are every where let those words be a lesson to my umborn seeds ,i hope to raise my kids letting Dan no money breeds jealously , trouble comes naturally run from authorities Len from my mistakes utilize lesson you Len from my childhood years God bless the Dead , because am watching time pass knowing one day i will die and live this world ,,,,