I need your strength

love you always. who art thou in heaven. I still got you on my mind. never forgotten. never lost in time. always bright and Vivid always right there in the front of my mind. everything I do. everything i say I see you and I love you and I so deeply miss you I don't know why but I've been so down unable to get up on my feet I need you I need your strength help me get my life back the one I had when I had a life why can't I have it why is it always taken away from you one way or the other it's some kind of form it's gone it's gone as quick as I got it don't say for sure in my life is my pain and anger SunTrust and everything else that people have done to me how do you move on how do you go forward when you steady ducking punches when you can't forget I'm at the times you've been knocked out are people you love unexpectedly I need you I need your strength help me get my love back the life I had when I had a life is it is it because I'm Brown is it because I'm brown but I found White is it because I don't speak Spanish why do why why am I not accepted by any time I'm in the blood War 2 bloodlines only one will survive if any how do you win that especially when the blood war is it within you how do you escape how do you spell truce I know1q you're in heaven watching what do I do how do I get my life back the life I have when I had a life for ducking punches in fighting Wars quite redundant trusted before I never believe anyone or anything how do I do it if you don't answer it's okay cuz I'm confused by two oh I knoar5w is I am who I am you love me hate me but you're going to do it for who I am that's all I've ever going to be is life or not it's me this is this isn't my life I love you though see soon