I’m so sick of my self esteem makes it all worse then it seems sew my heart on with sleeves can’t even communicate needs all I have prayers on my knees gotta live it out not just when I speak trynna let god take me to the peak I’ve been in my flesh and I’m to weak searching for some rest not just when I sleep keep the spirit full not just when I eat let sin attach to me like a leach had to learn lessons I’m trynna teach shed light in the dark I’m never apart from the maker Gotta find peace never mind me I’m deceased I’m broken apart this is just a piece Lord be with me n guide my steps I have nothing left I’m always searching for you So deep there was no way out I really had to learn what it’s all about I knew I uncovered the bottom I only stories about him and knowing That I was the problem I accept defeat I’m dead to self talking Rest In Peace that’s who god is welcome to me I’m in the process came from a broken home something different I will never know I pray I continue in hope Jesus told me I would always be close serve and protect the truth I was miss guided at youth I’ll turn back and run to you I was to blind had nowhere go losing myself on a Broken road fill an empty spot deep inside my soul Feeling closed off feeling so alone then god turned me into his own brought the fire up put me in the zone tunnel vision found a new mission my decision restored my hope I was so far away I’m thankful now cuz I turned away tomorrow ain’t here and I pray for today no more shame holding so much wait knowing my soul finally feels safe saved by grace saved by faith there wasn’t hope before Jesus was there at the door addiction the lies the hurt the pain and sin I despise satan away I’m done with the lies Dead to myself but then he arrived now I’m revived it’s a new me my past is behind molded me something refined took the vail opened eyes thankfully told me to shine patiently in due time I felt broken down but I’m not broken now cuz he broke me down I took inventory writing songs telling my story my lord and savior laid it out for me it’s him him before me cuz the new me is to important to me