trying make it

see I guess I'm just a dumb Nikka, running up these figures, trying make it in this world doing what I can to get these bands up, one thing I learn that u cant keep your hands out , expecting to earn much from all these handouts, I standout in my crowd because I'm always stargazing,dreaming Hella high goals I'm trying to reach for my life,new car more clothes an a good wife in my life, good support, instead of child support, and court ha but it's whatever, cuz I know my worth my word good, but sometimes miss understood could be better whether good or bad when it gets tough I look up in the sky ask god for some good luck cuz in God we trust must do the most to show him that im close to him and I believe in him like he does in me too many times I've been done in or used dirty tossed like a napkin in the trash but funny how they come back saying they wished it could of last