Loch Ness Monster

my moods gotta be right to accept the Moonlight set the mood tonight to forget the brutal fight i live a neutral life forgiveness is crucial advice for the removal of this vice n renewal of my sight your approval would be nice and if you're on board then I scored n we're back on course thats a mutual flight your constitutional rights are disputably unsuitable for this unusually delusional life it's undisputedly a beautiful night n if i had some useable light maybe i could make things right again then I wouldn't have to hide the pain the blood inside my veins is beginning to drain now that my frozen soul is thawed but my brain just jumped off the train after it fought and clawed its way out of my melon forever a felon n i reckon if I threaten you with a weapon it'll lessen my chance of being left alone so much stress at home even the pets are prone to random acts of violence and you can't get past the kindness that just creates a blindness to the bullshit ur full of it i was at school a black tool n full clip drool on My lip from where it just gotten split from a bully but I didn't give a shit I was looking for this kid it don't matter where he is as soon as I see this bitch im uppin the blip when he opens his eyes I'm dumpin the clip send him off in the sky sbouta be a closed lid I just stayed in the classroom waited n hid daydreaming about sticking my blade in his rib cuttin or his brakes on a bridge seeing his face in my fridge I'd say you're just a smidge off your rocker im the loch Ness monster I just constantly wander with nowhere to go I'm all alone i dont condone the things that ive shown and even though I'm grown I can't be on my own I'm the first stone cast but the last rock thrown about to blast off to home wherever I belong it's the same old song always the same old dance but where's the romance im needing to feel longed n longing to feel needed bleeded the air from your lines so u need to pump your brakes deleted the errors in my mind in time by mistake so how many times does this make choke myself until my wrist breaks take after take