Uh hold on listen the memories I’m having man it’s giving me some damage girl I don’t think I can manage another day without you remember when we first met I thought that you was something new turns out you the same girl you really using me for my fame to you this was all just a game and it’s just such a shame that it had to end and to think I depended on you I never intended for us to be through or atleast not like this to the point I don’t wanna exist no more but it’s fine I’ll find a new light in my life maybe one day you’ll come back maybe I won’t be so wack one day I’m gon get a plaque I can’t promise anything right now don’t even wanna live just tryna drown I know I’ll just look like a clown so I don’t want to be forgotten so I gotta make a legacy who knew I was filled with so much jealousy yet empathy for the enemy it’s mentally affecting me so heavily specially just knowing you used me for money used to call you my honey now I’m looking like a dummy now nothings really funny thinking bout it just giving me stress and I can’t just express anyway girl you left me so broken my now heart has been awoken and now thanks to you my heart is in the dust yet now I got no trust