I got problems with my fucken past. Until i get some closure i refuse to let it rest. I have been through agony, excruciating stress. My Momma said if i lose focus i gon make it worse. But i had planned to kill myself, been fed up off the stress. I felt just like a sinking ship that's drowning in distress. My therapist done told me not to bottle up the pain. And so i felt i like i had to embrace what i became. That's all i can say for now the rest is History. Just a few years later i am still in misery. I didn't do all that i did so that I'll be endorsed. I done made some major moves so i can be the boss I don't hang around the people with a mind like yours. Am antisocial off the grid or probably indoors. Uh I got so much anger issues, watch me go berserk and tear these niggas down to pieces, fuck the make believin ima show them who the resalest is, all about grind no time to play man i mean business. Look I am straight out from the slum. I know someday i gon make it its just a matter of time. Jabbing on the walls until break my fucken knuckles. That is back the time when i was smoking all the Narcos. Lord please forgive me i have sinned a lot of times, more than i could even count i was caught up in this life. Tryna fall in love but with no money it ain't Enough. I curse the day when niggas hate i took it to the heart. I get so flabbergasted when these niggas in my presence acting like they fucking hard. This the counter strike man the game had just begun, i am close to spraying niggas with this automatic gun. Raven M applying pressure, busting holes they need to patch up, too much sauce no fucken ketchup. Screw the babylon man i plan to go beyond, stretch my money long so much that they couldn't measure. Fuck all that attention all i need is recognition i got so much dedication nigga i am going all out. out here tryina move in silence while these niggas act loud. They got fucken problems with the person that i am. Just because i do not flex my life up on the gram. I do not even announce when am around the town. I make it hard for them incase they wanna track me down. Nigga, this the life that am living i see through them and i even get the picture very vivid, everything that i invision has to become a reality. Deadly premonitions i see niggas with fatalities. When they coming at me Obviously Rave