depression took me over i don't even know what day it is, I can't trust myself, other people even my own kids, stuck up in this room learning what all my trauma is isolation is the only way i can cope with it expressing my needs in the form of aggresiveness, people treating me like I'm actually really truly dangerous, I don't know what you want from me I can't be the one you want me to be I don't know why you all hate me judge and laugh and call me crazy yes I'm a little violent this I understand I just take no shit,especially from a man, raised by a narcissist,the coldest in the land, learning how to love at 30 wasnt in my plans empathy is ever flowing , daily I expand come and take a look deep inside my crystal ball, lookin down into the past; memories caused it all, knowing I was safe or loved I can not recall, i pray to God from up above bring healing to us all I don't know what you want from me I can't be the one you want me to be I don't know why you all hate me judge and laugh and call me crazy