My angel looks at me I know it, It's only him who makes me feel good I can count on him, he's a good one. i don't know if i'm alive or dead But I know that I have no emotions this mood is weird you know? I'm tired but no one notices them, It will change my life if I call for help At night, I cry thinking to myself.. "he is no longer there" My heart is broken and my brain is in ashes. I don't call for help, it's going to ruin my life even more I know I already did the test I prefer to fend for myself and and did my self test. X2