let me tell it from beginning let me take it back to the start when once upon a time i felt wit my heart to a time back when i was lookin for some love cuz its all that i expected on the block growin up i aint care about money cause i can get it out the mud drop it plenty times dust it off and pick it up i was lookin for the answers i was looking for the key thought i would be respected if i just kept on bein me grew up way too fast and i was losin to the struggle i was grindin i was shinin i was blessin off the muscle puttin ppl on who would never do the same behind my back they was hatin throwin dirt on my name my whole life all i ever wanted was a blessin not the type that money buy you i needed live to heal depression i was out here fightin demons that was bigger than myself people judgin criticizing all i needed was some help put my faith inside a dude claimin that he really love me...playin on my top had me lookin like a dummy fake as they come i ain't see it i was blind i was sleep walkin thru the jungle he was playin wit my mind i won't ever understand how a person got no conscience hurtin ppl playin games that shit really makes me nautious you Gon get what u got comin cause that karma bottom out flatline but when its done its gon circle bk around i can never vibe wit u i can never see the same vision i was built rock solid u was built way different i cant even wish u bad thatll affect the main mission hard as it is i gotta let the Lord do his work but one thing im done wit is puttin people like you first. its jus a part of growin up lettin go and movin forward cuz ppl dont care how u feelin just what u can do for em thats the hard cold truth and thats just what it is wish i woulda listened when my daddy told me this