Hit or Miss

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I ain't afraid of my feelings can I get some healings commitment scare most of you white but I ain't never scared of the fight the pain that I feel you ain't got no idea this is how it is every day I keep wishing that there was another way but it's as real as it gets I need me some cigarettes cuz I'm always stressed stay down and depressed am I losing my head like my ass is just tread on the bottom of your shoe stuck to it like glue I try to shake it off like a bad cough can't you see you be feeling the same if you were me you rest would be committed turned over like a victim sometimes I think it's a bad joke word so empty you would choke struggle just to spit them out filled up with so much doubt in myself and my fellow man I try to keep the upper hand but I fall short like someone who's trying to extort blast my life on trial send me off into exile just get me out this sinking boat water barely enough to float like I wasn't even there off into a blank stare you know I can't let shit be it's enough to make a blind man see waging wars on myself I didn't have no one else how did it come to this cuz sometimes life is a hit or miss guarding heart is like gold never let myself be sold no one can tell me how I feel that's what makes it so real pressures building up to boiling I'm always disappointing all that I suppressed like memories repressed button my own lip it don't mean to let shit slip over my teeth and up my mouth chewed up and spit out but you ain't in my shoes you don't have no excuse the way I act I had to find a way to adapt I'll get left behind the bad shit that's how we're defined I wish you would be different people are so ignorant they always acting innocent then they do shit deliberate tear you down with hate my life ain't up for debate actions are always judged by the ones who hold The grudge born a terror on these streets always shrug off these dirty deeds man where's my relief I got so much grief that no drug can heal my pain its like a stain on my brain I try to numb it down these pills will have me drowned lead me off into addiction I need a stronger conviction to get past this demon on me like cohesion peeling back the layers I think I need some prayers you know I can't let shit be it's enough to make a blind man see waging wars on myself I didn't have no one else how did it come to this cuz sometimes life is a hit or miss guarding heart like gold never let myself be sold no one can tell me how I feel that's what makes it so real

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Ryan Macc

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4 years ago

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5 months ago

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