Rise up after u let me down

Rising up After you let me down Pulled down on my smile Bent to a frown Rising up After you let me down Lost an im not found I try to wear my crown But its not the same When your not around Watch u walk away With gown in wind Scared to go out Incase i see u in town/ When i stop to count All my curses One is your not here Stare at wall an pear Drowning under water Help me can u not here Can u see me im right here Forgot you forgot me In your mind i disappeared/ Left with pain i endeared Why arnt you here Anymore dear Living my fear Of losing you Been on a wild goose Chase I know life is change But its hard to inbrace Something with sharp Edges an rough rediges Thought we would go into the sunset But you let me go an set me down Set me down Im still on the ground Heart still pounding For you But the sound of my cry Sounding like a siren in the room You Said u be there for me Where are you now Tied me down Left me inches from heart So cant reach it U cheated That hurt an that hurt will ever last Shattered my heart u grabbed the hammer