[intro] to all the fucking people who abandoned me fuck you and i wish that your life could be taken from you [verse 1] fuck you for giving me another cut on my veins making me wanna snort cocaine making me wanna od just like my mom wanna get embalmed already wanna be six feet under but all these pricks keep telling me i got a reason to live but im sleep deprived so i don't get time to live a happy life but this song gonna be catchy to my exs i wish i never said i loved you and told you i wanted a future with you just to get lied to and told to kms and that you hated me from the start i sat here in my room and waited for an apology but i just wrote a eulogy for myself got me out here casting dark spells [verse 2] you all got me smoking cigarettes shit i dont feel so good im sick of these threats paint my nails red like the blood of my enemies im bout to go lay on the track and wait till the train comes i aint making it to 22 but atleast it was worth it but i ain't got shit to do all i do is pace around my room and smoke cigarettes all day i got that black and green hair like billie ellish you know i got that devilsh flow and im turning red hot like a chilli from all these fucking people