Midnight thoughts
Its hard to think Hard to feel things Im bridtle im zinc I cant seem to take hints Hand the bottle whole pint Mix it with the bottle of pain Draw an paint write an think Something so beautiful But no one knows it aint paint Blood sweat an tears brush Blood for the smile with a blush Tears for the eyes with nothing left Sweat for all the nervous wrecks An highlights to contrast the dark Back ground splattered blood from my Barely beating heart Shakey lines cause i aint fine Aitnt walking a straight line Path is not defined Masks i hide behind Help everyone im so kind But i honesly cant find Someone who checks to see if im fine An im fine with it Thats a lie u know it Face blank erased it Lead to the paper Mood never hight noon it dampers the room Nothing is illume In my tomb Not immune To your words Walking dunes Inhaling fumes Dieing in june Body decompose like prune I live in my temple its ruined Had the paint gun to my temple Sooners better than later Had colors turned black an white Then god shut the shutters Cant see an im stumbing Over things i cant see Cant feel an cant smell But on the wall inside My head i write help Bust it open i can see now I bright light white like snow With a hand reaching out An i black out Wake up hearing screeming Emp reviving me Feels like this moment happened An its a memorie But its not its just me Forshowing Love one next to me See me bleeding Out shouting telling Me to stay awake But im in pryllis Eye lids getting heavy Next thing i know I look down at my body Being lowered into the cermety This feels to real but its never happened to me Just a dream that seems like reality Ill close my eyes now good night But i cant cause im overthinking Once again Felt so much pain yet no gain An everyday the same things Wake up cry after noon Try to stride an midnight think about y i should die Then say fuck it put the razor to wrist Eyes r clouds it pourings not mist Im lighed head now sleeping unconscious To much blood loss Im fine hahahah i love you all anybody wanna smoke a joint
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Its hard to think Hard to feel things Im bridtle im zinc I cant seem to take hints Hand the bottle whole pint Mix it with the bottle of pain Draw an paint write an think Something so beautiful But no one knows it aint paint Blood sweat an tears brush Blood for the smile with a blush Tears for the eyes with nothing left Sweat for all the nervous wrecks An highlights to contrast the dark Back ground splattered blood from my Barely beating heart Shakey lines cause i aint fine Aitnt walking a straight line Path is not defined Masks i hide behind Help everyone im so kind But i honesly cant find Someone who checks to see if im fine An im fine with it Thats a lie u know it Face blank erased it Lead to the paper Mood never hight noon it dampers the room Nothing is illume In my tomb Not immune To your words Walking dunes Inhaling fumes Dieing in june Body decompose like prune I live in my temple its ruined Had the paint gun to my temple Sooners better than later Had colors turned black an white Then god shut the shutters Cant see an im stumbing Over things i cant see Cant feel an cant smell But on the wall inside My head i write help Bust it open i can see now I bright light white like snow With a hand reaching out An i black out Wake up hearing screeming Emp reviving me Feels like this moment happened An its a memorie But its not its just me Forshowing Love one next to me See me bleeding Out shouting telling Me to stay awake But im in pryllis Eye lids getting heavy Next thing i know I look down at my body Being lowered into the cermety This feels to real but its never happened to me Just a dream that seems like reality Ill close my eyes now good night But i cant cause im overthinking Once again Felt so much pain yet no gain An everyday the same things Wake up cry after noon Try to stride an midnight think about y i should die Then say fuck it put the razor to wrist Eyes r clouds it pourings not mist Im lighed head now sleeping unconscious To much blood loss Im fine hahahah i love you all anybody wanna smoke a joint