I always wondered if I died today Did I throw My time away would I have liked to stay or just fly away did I find a way to achieve my dream did I complete the things that I wanted completed Do I really believe it I should delete the pain the grief and chain that's holding me back close my eyes until I only see black  and a demons that reigns over me supposedly this dark cloud is suppose to leave but he's soilder what am I supposed to think im scared my parents won't see me blow up I'm scared they'll never see my Lil brother grow up I'm scared of things they'll never know of this is so much I lost my grandma just a few years ago I lost time that's why I fear to roam  but she was a poet and taught me to rap Sometime I feel like the devil caught me in traps I just wanna sit back and hear the show But these cheers will grow into silence And peace bends into violence The only music in the streets is vilions But they dig a hole and Burry me inside it Just like I watch few times before this I try to ignore it but the world is morbid They don't give a shit if your the best or worse We all wear a curse  to be there with dirt but beware the earth is just a world where you get hurt  I just hope you can hear my words I sit in the car and practice my art till it's gets dark a dream is never to far so reach you have a part to speak but when they start to preach nobody cares nobody's there when we wake up nobody wears your skin so just be you if you live a lie say fuck and just be true to your self it must be views to see how high I can get I don't care about how fast I can spit I just want to rap and keep rhyming bitch