i need to take pills to numb the pain i don't get shit for the gain i do nothing but cocaine dont get shit for the gain pills to numb the pain But I don’t get shit for the gain I don’t do nothing but cocaine (So, drugs kill my brain) (aye aye aye) Its depression pulls me into the black hole I don’t know what defines me anymore I was an outcast to the world Now my mind is still not sure It's a lot of shit what I know and be seeing It’s the shit I see that drags me in my feelings Now my soul is peeling I am peeling but my mind is telling me I am righteous My heart knows this shit is not right Overtime for these feelings Time can be deceiving I do not understand love, I mean it Anymore damn shit and I will quitting I need to take pills to numb the pain But I do not get shit for the gain I don’t do nothing but cocaine (So, drugs kill my brain) (aye aye aye) People can be mean at times This is the shit that it defines Pain with stress makes me nauseous The whole time I'm trying to be cautious If you want to be a bitch Anger going to make me switch I take pills to numb the pain But I do not get shit for the gain I don’t do nothing but cocaine (So, drugs kill my brain) (aye aye aye) I Need to take pills to numb the pain But I do not get shit for the gain I don’t do nothing but cocaine (So, drugs kill my brain) (aye aye aye) Drugs pulled me into paranoid I wake up and lost in the void This bullshit makes me so annoyed This shit really left me destroyed I need to take pills to numb the pain But I don’t get enough for the gain I don’t do nothing but cocaine (So drugs kill my brain)