back in the day, before we ever got paid I was estranged, enslaved to the game but I let that pave the way, there's nobody to blame aye, lead away from the rain, that's the only way do you want to continue this way, sit soak up all of the shame I'll show you the way, life is okay if you make it that way hey, that's okay, please continue living this way why am I living this lie, only half of the time can't come up with a reason why, my life just keep passing by but I swear to God I'm fine, this is why I write at night my life a constant fight, always constantly blind but I'm fine, mom you don't have to cry I'm alright, for the first time in my life I look back at times, I wonder why I can't sleep at night but I'm fucking fine, but that's a fucking lie I look at the time, 10 years passed me by nobody to blame but I, so I write And I cry I say I got it this time, but I say that like it's a crime