#moderator_en #MyBlessings1 #MyBlessingContest #Rap_Ar_Team #NewEraSuperStars #Hard #Painful #Memories #Always #In #My #Heart #Forever #Love #Yall #Miss #Yall My blessings! mom and grandma in heaven.taught me so many lessons. how can I forget them. keep thinking and missing yall presences. beautiful.. essence's. memories, left a ho in my heart from there absences, only have pictures on my dresser. trying to calm down, but is so much pressure now. All I wanted to do is smile, tears running down my eyes. still I try! keep my head my up high. if I could hug them now. mean the world, take away some of my downs, I've been feeling for awhile. be strong! is a storm, going through it alone. looking for the sun to shine. rainy days, grey skies, how do I escape, need a break! move forward another day. putting flowers on 2 graves.So much memories. between you and I. feeling incomplete. question God. he doesn't speak. can't sleep, I need peace. what's happening to me. I'll be ok, some folks just don't understand grieve. so I wash my hands and let them be. living with missing major piece. against the all the odds. looking to the sky. hoping I can see there smile. rain keep falling down. Loosing the only 2 people that meant everything. if I could've change time, someone please give me a sign. before it's to late. in a cold dark place. still I wait, hoping they'll come back again. My Blessings! mom and grandma in heaven. taught me many lessons. how can I forget them. keep thinking and missing yall presences. beautiful essences. stop answering my phone. fighting these storms, stay calm until it's gone. Heard it be brighter days, not easy, believe me. listen to them saying they didn't wanted this struggle and pain no more crying to me. wish I could've took it away. missing, reminiscing, I know you're listen. brokenhearted with all these feelings stuck in my head, took it the hardest, telling everyone approach me with cautions. you here today! gone tomorrow. My blessings! mom and grandma in heaven.taught me many lessons. how can I forget them. keep thinking and missing yall presences. beautiful essence's.