not no street level shit

some folks deserve to die for this s*** that they done to other folks on the side sneak dissing I ain't worried about you you can come up missing tell the truth every time tell the truth every time don't worry about them n****** they can stand in line it's your turn you first thirst for the good s*** don't worry about the stuff that ain't worth acknowledging stay in your skin stay in your lane don't live above your means always follow your dreams if you don't dream you don't live what the f*** am I going through I got to get where I'm going to I've been stuck in this neutral position for a long time I got a lot missing from my life that I used to have I should have a wife and I should have more than kids that I can't see makes me want to go out like a kamikaze but even though I can't see where all these bullets came from the ones that hit me directly the ones that took away my perfection perfectly I felt victim to a blind side of life but I guess I got to blame myself for these stripes it's on my hands the residue don't believe anything anybody telling you about me at least see it for yourself I'm that book on the shelf nobody ever wants to read but if I was a movie everybody would want to watch I got so much illustration in depiction at all cost I live like a refugee or a m*********** from Iraq or Iran or could wait I ran the block so late every night the cops they wanted to lock me up but that was too elusive my life's been too abusive but I'm supposed to just keep on cruising man I'm always losing but I still got a dream of winning this n***** I ain't pretending everybody thinks it's a joke till I get this game by the throat and when I get the game by the throat throw your coat throw your towel its game over I believe that more than anything I've ever told you and you should too but if you don't that's just more gas for my stomp don't f*** with me I promise you it's more than you want taste the salt off my wave right now I'm probably getting paid by you listening to this s*** you late goodbye adios y'all hating ass n****** done did the most but here's a toast to my victory thank you so much for uplifting me high's as cathedral ceilings be