i lost my soul today, another check for another heartbreak, suck this is what uts takes to show what is real and what is fake, crying till my body shakes, i ache, punished for yet another mistake , over and over and over again, a cloud of stress hangs over ny head, overthinking what they said, tired, wishing i was dead, time is just a thread, i was bleeding and they just wtched while i bled. im tired of feing used , emotionally abused, till my mind is beaten bloody and bruised, kept going no matter how much i refused, they think i dont remember, spot permanent in my mind, tender, dont tell me to watch my fucking temper. - all they wanted me for was sombody to hurt, thinking its okay to put your hand down someones skirt, or up their fucking shirt? to you rape is okay, bigger and stronger all they can do is obey, they told you no in multiple different ways. but you proceeded, telling them this is what they needed, its fake love, dont believe everything people say. liars and decievers making rape and molestation a day to day thing.