missing u

sitting here missing you thinking about all the things that we use to do wishin dat I could fly to you but this life won't let go I can't stand this place no more . fuckin feelins friends they all fiens lame ass niggas make me wanna pull da trigger man I feel so fuckin far away i ate a piece cake for u on your birthday it didn't make me feel any better dad I wish I could do better but I'm still sitting here missing you thinking about all the things we been threw driving 95 feels hella slow so I put dat pedal to floor fuck it im out the door now im driving hella fast screaming my wrist r bleeding i fuckin hate this place im leaving