make it mean

feelin that got my self in a mess must truly trust that i give is for real still the realest stayin 100 to these days feels good better fall befor3 u stand like man doing mistakes like the others rollin up with a dubie tho fools just blaze there pain away faded into world they cant pray our controls me like i am a remote send me off drop off its battle when stay out of my mind set of rage in the cage come hated without reason life could be better writen my self a letter tellin me whats up now am i gonna start this make better like a feather floating in the wind let beggin sorry for the struggle and thugs we the streets maken hell you i am devil what you kno i flow and you all are slow its okay tho ...