_Rico swave_ neva thought I'd c this many years jus fly by/ age 26 95 it's do or die/ losing all my brothers all my sisters all the family i had/ lost my pops recently age 52 its sad/ how u gonna leave me pops/ how u gonna leave me ma/ I'm only 26 fighting to survive the cause/ lost in my ways/ my mind is outta place/ on my knees praying that we'll get a face 2 face/ I jus dk what to do u was there with the advice/ before the devil took u under and u left u without a fight/ I gotta play my cards they was dealt I gotta play em right/ before I dig my own grave and leave without my sight/ dad I miss u more than u know/ I tried to b better but inside I feel froze/ like a weight upon my chest/ a man I don't feel less/ u taught me all ik to b better than the rest/ never a statistic in n out of jail damn this shit is mystic/ lord take the pain away I'm not taking these critics/ im in a critical condition involving heartbreak so u get it/ u was a good father buts kts never a goodbye/ RIP dad I'm sorry I had 2 see u die...