I can't already stop

on my life was so crazy like up and down up and down sometimes like gangster's paradise but sometimes f****** s*** live you know,i have everything alived.. oh yeah my friend was one hockster.. who have sold Joint cocaine.. from morning till night it was the marketing time... the best party life it was from Friday till Monday night... do you think I will denied!? definitely no 😁👯 I have bad habits for a long time... since I have lost my love and since I wanted to forget him for whole my life ,but never say never nothing helped me... this f****** s*** just erased my memories ,my soul, my feelings for short time and after I was falling more and more in depression time,but I'm happy,that I've gone ahead this shit,I'm alive, Since 17years old I was falling inlove and since I wanted to stand up,to break the needles,lines.. it was very difficult time I was falling down down I fast have lost my friend, from gangsta shit, I need to stop I was going away when you and the others made along just fire, party time.. I was praying and crying long nights.. I have regret for 5 years time that spent for nothing ... could i forget the love!? no, of course no... True love is given to us only once in a lifetime, Treasure this gift from above and be happy👯 This is a deep swamp where you can't get out without money without power, you just need to stand up and to move your body without drugs, when you be alone it's very difficult you need to be very powerful, potential for a new life...