my will to change has got my life looking up and they hate it, when I write I see God and less hatred, fuck a lame you put a pistol in my hand I aim it, you're crew already brainless yall know I make it hard to raise the bar even for the hardest my harvest bear fruits of my labor, pimping never on my mind, my wifey bad as fuck, out the park I hit a pigeon, batter up I'm running up on Lazarus smash him into the fucking dust, Tell me you feel just what I feel dont even know if im ready to kill how did I fail? Thought I was over the hill willing me on best to move on sounds like the evil that's doing me wrong, pray to the lord hop out the yota I made a mill need me a deal but not with the devil my wifey angelic a stranger to earth she opened her heart my feelings occurred, she better that what I deserve, she got the spirit of God, backing her word, how did I manage to cause her the Hurt, demons they lurk, the people that know Me best know I'm the worst they tell me that i got a gift im calling upon it to live, breaking away and making amends for all of my sind the evil within my only friend when the will i see you again? I don't give up i think I'm stuck in the mud with no where to run i got a gun, tried to kill love, I used to get numb, maybe Ill burn with the sun breaking the cage, restoring my faith, i don't feel safe , she telling me I gotta Change, can you relate? Where do we go since you been gone im going jnsane, everyone knows it's easy to mope harder to float feel like a lame im all alone with nobody to blame, back in the race, whatever it takes, for you to believe that im ready for grace, the love that we made, gave me a reason to stay, deep In a maze, you giving me strength, 91 days I'll Be well on my way, too many times I broke ya heart, you paid it no mind, ya kisses get sweeter with time, look at the time, I gotta do this for mine, in order to be there for you when it matter the most, the words that broke my soul, the day that you told me whenever you need me that I'm never there really ain't fair when you tell me that I never cared, I failed to prepare, when life wasnt Fair, left me for dead, frozen inside broken and hoping to rise too many tears thinking about all the times that I lied think with yo mind the power divine that moment that you know that's its more than a sign hear it with every line but never defined by the rhyme progression in my grind if you believe that we all have a purpose I'm certain you see that I'm searching for mine. I'm certain you'll see that I'm worth in time,