DanDan7106
DanDan7106

Why try❓

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Big dreams ever since I was nine years old. 13 came around and my heart got cold. When its winter it turns to frost. When your in love your heart is the cost. You either keep it or lose it. Never had a father, I'm a bastard. Didnt understand why so I told myself I would wonder until I die. See him in hell while I'm burning eternally asking him why. Every night I have two or three years in my eyes. Everyone tells me I have no reason to cry. Don't say that unless your in my life. Most of my family don't even care about me. Want me to die. I'll never hurt. I'm numb to the pain. Tell myself that everyday hoping that's enough influence to change my brain. Take too many pills, done thrown up. And my life I'm not living, so fucked up. Just going through the motions like I'm dust in the wind. Almost made a noose, put down the pen. Put me out of my misery. I don't want to live. Now I don't want to die. I wish I could make up my mind. Watch my soul fly as I leave my mind. Everyone is so pesky. Pesking me now I'm stressed. Why do people follow me? Influence I'm not the best.

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2 years ago

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2 years ago

Big dreams ever since I was nine years old. 13 came around and my heart got cold. When its winter it turns to frost. When your in love your heart is the cost. You either keep it or lose it. Never had a father, I'm a bastard. Didnt understand why so I told myself I would wonder until I die. See him in hell while I'm burning eternally asking him why. Every night I have two or three years in my eyes. Everyone tells me I have no reason to cry. Don't say that unless your in my life. Most of my family don't even care about me. Want me to die. I'll never hurt. I'm numb to the pain. Tell myself that everyday hoping that's enough influence to change my brain. Take too many pills, done thrown up. And my life I'm not living, so fucked up. Just going through the motions like I'm dust in the wind. Almost made a noose, put down the pen. Put me out of my misery. I don't want to live. Now I don't want to die. I wish I could make up my mind. Watch my soul fly as I leave my mind. Everyone is so pesky. Pesking me now I'm stressed. Why do people follow me? Influence I'm not the best.

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