breaking down by IronFuryTyson

hook breaking down shattering crying in tears broken heart breaking down shattering broken heart memories sitting In my room feeling the hard floor I'm over here thinking about you is hard to forget about you I know we will never each again I wish that, that wouldn't happen when it happen I'm now on a restroom crying like a kid who got spanked for all the crap that just happen wish I had a rewind button travel back through time and fix my mistakes so this wouldn't had happened and to make sure I wont ever let that happen again I hate doing this, people beef with me then the beef is on, at the end of the day it's a waste of energy and time hook breaking down shattering crying in tears broken heart breaking down shattering broken heart memories the more it hurts more stronger I get miss you but love you wish I could let go and forget you but that's impossible to do because even if I reset my phone and remove all pictures from the wall and I still have you in my mind I can still hear your voice in my thoughts i hate that, but I need you, our relationship was good, and now is heartbroken letters all over again I really thought I passed it your the girl who was always loyal to me you never cheated on me, but I had to travel to another country and couldn't tell you good bye it ain't fair this had to happen, I wish I could see you again, but let me face it you probably moved to a new house, you the one only girl but you the only person who had the key to my heart, I can't get peace because kids used to pick on me, ima just walk away with a sad face hook breaking down shattering crying in tears broken heart breaking down shattering broken heart memories I still freaking love you even doe I had to travel to another country I wish I could find you someday I still have memories of both of us playing around in recess together, I can't forget it your like a part of me if when I left a part a me died, my mom got beat by a man it killed another part of me, hearing him call my sister a gold digger, like who has the audacity that kills my heart, hearing that man he lucky I don't kick his balls and make feel the pain but hes gonna know one day this wasn't in vain I'm growing up and I'm blowing up I know I hate him but I'm not seeking revenge but he needs to learn a lesson, man he acting like he tough because he only hits woman but if it was with me I would've beaten him up I'm a fighter I've through hell myself hook breaking down shattering crying in tears broken heart breaking down shattering broken heart memories