Lately I feel dead inside but my hearts beating guess that means I'm breathing  am I reallyactually alive if so then I'm  cheating at this game of life who's to blame for being the sick creator needa translator trying to solve this riddle is hard labor Do me a favor give me  pen and paper words can't connect with my anguish look into my mind you'll find your stomach squeamish Im possessed Gotta quiet this hammer deep inside my chest Hearts racing my demons need facing cuz their pacing so I let them eat while I take the backseat buckle up we're headed to the backstreets toward skies of gray butyeah I want it that way I could be normal but im not very formal, rather be roaring than labeled boring  love the view when the sky is storming Reality getting fuzzy anxiousness back like a scared lonely puppy  hey there buddy Every simple task feels like climbing Mt everest Do I even Exist? Or am I Neyo in the matrix? Is my mind just playing tricks i can't handle this choose the blue choose the red pill which one is your favorite thrill   pay attention this will be your favorite class sound the alarm you  better be fast when they release the gas Watch your step it's just a drill I swear my looks could kill.  my shadow is dark and heavy like a toxic spewing oil spill Maybe... I should see a therapist but I'm way too lazy can u cure my head filled of traitors evil terrorists bent on making me slip on second guessing Am I sane or am I slipping Hearts racing my demons need facing cuz their pacing so I let them eat while I take the backseat buckle up we're headed to the backstreets towards skies of grey butyeah I want it that way Im rock steady      just call me Freddie.   best hold tight to your teddy sniffing out your fears living off ur salty tears don't let your guard down im always constantly shifting gears my intentions are  sharpened shears ready to slice and dice when you see my twisted grin, run and hide dont look back dont u dare think twice  Who killed the Lights trick or treat, come walking down my street ill give you something nice but but ask yourself can u pay the price? I'm at the edge of your bed whispering sweet nothings.  Of endless dreadwhat's that you said? I'm not crazy. It's just a tad hazy It's all in your head no need to panic im just sinking like jack on the Titanic