I'm on my ride or die shit/someone's flying my plane without a pilot/I can't digest the nonsense I was forced to read/history just lies to us/ what a sight to see/ sometimes it feels like it me fighting me/my doppleganger/looks familiar but hes still a stranger/I need my savior/cuz I'm feeling rotten from all of my ill behavior/I need to find a way to change/does anybody wanna stay the same/ it's feels like every victory I have is going up in flames/ stop setting fires/ just a bunch of liars/I can't separate the hate from feeling violent/im needing silence/ infact no I ever won't/cuz the voices are loud/ and theyre speaking so proud/plus they're keeping me down/that's on the low though/I often shy away from photos/ cuz I don't see myself like other people do/ there's no taming of the shrew/nothings clear/ quoting shakespere/ in a darkened room/with a needle and a spoon/ death is coming soon/well its gonna have to wait quite a bit/im not close to being through with my shit/sometimes I bite my lip/ afraid.to say the wrong thing/this mariquanna has me zoning/purple haze/ Jimmy page/ with a tummy full of rage/ turn the page/ Bob seger/ eager to grab the nina/ and put a hole between you/cuz it's me verse the world/I don't feel the same way about my girl/ I think she uses me/ such a sight to see/oh the irony/ can no longer stand it/ I feel abndoned/left to die inside this rotten canyon/I put my pain for my peeps on this canvas/do you think it's deep/ or just some bullshit/ the same shit that anybody could come up with/is there talent there/ or am I unaware/just another strange person lost in despair/life's never fair/ and I know it's true/ it's got me singing the blues/ switching my attitude/there's no gratitude/probably never win/ here we go again/ with the same old trend/im tired of it/ I can't live like this/ everyday I'm looking at my wrist/like is it worth the risk/I feel like I'm trapped in unholiness/cruxifies turning/ wild witches burning/as the alter spews/its own sick and twisted views/have you read the news/ kids being touched/ that's a little much/ completely given up/cuz God is not real/kids born with cancer/ he's a piece of shit/ that's how I feel/