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On my block We got The dealer and the dopefiend The killer and the police In these streets There is no peace And you gotta sleep With one eye open Feeling fatigued And losing focus And all the bulsht going on around me Has me feeling hopeless What am I to do When life is makes no sense For me To breathe What is my purpose Can somebody please tell me Why am I hear for Shedding tears Cuz I know I don't deserve this Feeling worthless My heart hurts Staring at the dirt And cursing Fuck the world My closest friend homie Just told me That he fucked my girl And his words Cut deep Like a surgeon Through the shadows I can see The demons lurking And everyday is a battle But every day I'm learning How to handle Anything That comes with a my way Like a soldier They say What doesn't kill you makes you stronger And right now I'm lifting weights And trying to keep my composure And stay sain I don't know how much I can take Before I brake And go loco Insane In the membrane of like cypress hill Don't push me out of Cuz I'm close to the edge And I might just kill For real I have visions in my head Of seeing blood spill I'm so sick I'm ill