Pain 🩸 🔪

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It’s me Thug Smoke Aye, I’ve been keeping a secret from you all Depression isn’t something you can acquire It never goes down, just keeps rising higher It’s like something’s constantly burning, except you can’t put out this fire (Echoing) It’s just pain (Pain, pain, pain, pain) Pain (Pain, pain, pain, pain) Yeah I can’t let go of this, it’ll rage on in my mind forever I’ve given you everything Now who’s acting clever? But you never returned me anything I loved you then, however, Now, this is why I was your king Now, I don’t wanna love you at all whatsoever Bitch, do you know the depression you bring? You’re seriously asking me to get back together? Even thought about kneeling with a ring Even though you put me through all of this pressure You think I should apologize? Even though you’re still delusional You don’t know what this ex-relationship qualifies You’re acting like your pissy self as usual Everything about you had to be dramatized Now our relationship isn’t damn usable I lost my sword like a fallen knight You think you can’t be removed from my life, But you’re sure as hell removable I loved you, girl, but why that? You left me for some asshole you met on a app How I’ve just been hiding my face in a cap My heart just opened up an entire missing gap Bitch, why the fuck do you think I’m writing this rap? Probably gonna tell all your girlfriends’ I’m a death trap You won’t even communicate with me, all I want is to have a fucking chat! Who let me fall? Pain Who let me drown? Pain Who let me die? Pain Who let you go? Pain (x2) Never even cared for me, did you? It was all gumdrops and rainbows, now I’m sad and blue You never would believe me, but I actually got some balls that grew Now, bitch, I’m fucking man enough to stand up to you I won’t just stand around, watching you talk shit about me to a guy behind my back You can think I’m stupid, just don’t give me a heart attack Now I’m hella mad Sure, I was hella sad But I can’t fucking help it, isn’t all done relationships supposed to be somewhat bad? Just let’s me know you never gave a fuck about anyone but your new child’s dad Bitch, listen I might be hot-headed, at least I don’t have a crippling cocaine addiction Hey, I told you to stop But nothings ever good for this bitch, I have to carry her to the top This time I’m done, just gonna let this bitch drop You bloody deserve it At least now I’m in denial, not really hurting But that’s what you wanted, right? To see me in the ex-fire burning? But guess what? I was actually learning Learning how to control myself from constantly being behind the wheel preventing myself from turning Who let me fall? Pain Who let me drown? Pain Who let me die? Pain Who let me go? Pain (x2) I admit I suffer from depression just a little bit Did I say a bit? I lied I’m in a hella bumpy ride This ain’t no weird kind-of feeling where you just push it aside Bitch, we talking about suicide This is real fucking life Where we hold knives Yeah, I know this ain’t right But at least I didn’t get a baby with a guy you met on the first fucking night Who let me fall? Pain Who let me drown? Pain Who let me die? Pain Who let you go? Pain (x2) @JSpeekProductions

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