Sever (21:38:56)

Is this really real life Why’s it always pain and strife And even through I gotta wife I feel like I been stabbed by a butcher knife Waking up in cold sweats Barely sleepin through the night Man is this really real life Or is this just damn lie I know I’ll never make it out alive But for now I gotta stay alive So how do I find a way to make it right Man it’s been a hell storm Ever since the day that I was born Feeling like a swarm of demons Steadily surrounding me So thank god for the angels And the way a stay so proud of me Making a life for my family Is the only thing that’s gonna work for me I know I’ve made mistakes but I’ve been Payin for them constantly So now I’m down here in my wounded knees Asking for a moment for my soul to breath If I can make it through the storm in me Then I could finally see the sunshine Instead of of all the rain on me Help make a name for me Show what it means to be a man who’s truly free Because right I feel like a chains on me Someone let me out this cage so I can turn the other page And let go of all this painful rage That’s drivin me I have the love inside of me But it’s been buried very deep I need to get out of this mentality Because the truth is that it’s all apart of me I’ve got the wisdom And the strong belief That if I just turn another leaf I’ll find a way to finally breath So is this really real life Or am I in a torture scene I know this has to come to pass Because I’m tired of the pain in me I can make it out the mud I can make it up the hill I see I can make it through to find The way up to the canopy So I can finally feel the sun on me So please god let me break free And allow me to be a better man Before I end up lost alone and sad Without my family.