Grown men

changing/ I can't seem to feel amazing/ so dreaming of another place to kindly face obliteration/ this world is such a bitter place when/ grown men/ have to settle with this omen/ amen/ lord have a little faith/ cuz being lost in this bitter frost/gives me the shivers until the holocaust/ im simply off/ someone turn off the tv/ cu it's the verbal attacks/ they come to a max/ grab me from the back/ strip me from reailty/send away my battery/ nothing really happening/ so as i dream a little/ start to see the riddle as razor/ pressing every issue/as they watched it burn/ just take away God's turn/ just take away God's rage/ so we promise in this place you'll be safe/ I awake to a struggle that I can't face/ erase me from this planet/ im pitiful can't stand it/ a bitter soul that's damaged/ I hit a hole a hole and managed/to stay inside the sandwhich/cuz i was picked for death/but i was living less/ forgiven every mess/ be careful with those steps/your lost inside every cycle/ they probably look just like you/ and there has to be one/ I told the past to.be done/ and have a drink on me/ cuz literally_I'm gonna let these bastards/just keep coming after us/ ill never catch the bus/this pain is truly rust/ and when they catch the tetnis/ I wanted on the death list/ I don't wanna bend the message/ it's a little prophetic/ don't let the pain dissappper cuz you'll never get it/i was told forget it/ nevermind your spitting/ you ain't gonna make no difference/ with those type of shoe prints/ they give the blues/ and let in/ you only rocked a seven/ ill pull the locks from heaven/ and kept these cowards guessing/ its a known perception/ I know a better weapon/ I keep em second em guessing/ the threat of learing lessons/ and never questioning your own faith/ just hoping/ to have enough motion/ in those better days/ cuz they go away/ when the pain is flowing like a fucking hurricane/ spin cycyles/ just fight you/ I wanna see the hole you have inside you/that they pick at/ point a stick at/ motherfuck plan b/ a and c/ but basically/ I have the patience/ to be anything I wanna be/so man the stations/ cigarettes are waiting/ for this congregation/ with all that faith they waving/ for this segregation/ and desperation/ it seems creations lunacy/ it changed the mood in me/ I suffer willingly/ underneath an apple tree/ I feel em raving/ imagining/ and battling/ the bad in me/ but all I have to see/ is a shooting star/ take us from where we are/ ill pack up all the cars/ and finally move to mars/ cuz motherfuck this place/ I hate the human race/ hope it suffocates/ nooone incubate/ just another sinnet getting hit with dinner plates/ lost my shit/ and battled witts/ the baddest bitch/the pascist/ the masochist/ am I too alive for this/ grab the fire and resist/ pills to fill the loneliness/ its only doubles when I feel the rage/ letting loose on lucifer with every single page/ that I write for peace_/with every beast within me/ there no discrimniating/ I made this invitation for anybody facing/ fear of isolation/ who sees the tripple six/ but the sickness keeps on raging/ and its vicious/ for these hipsters/ with their bitches /and they're angents/ hate to be pesssemitic/ let's be realistic/ the world ain't gonna make it/ it fucking strips you naked/ and then decides to tape it/ falling in this matrix/ calling out for faces/ that just aren't there/ you can't begin to see the soul behind a wheelchair/ life is unfair/ but it's a beautiful thing/ act like noone cares/ when I stare at your ring/ I get those body chills/ and the fever tempts me/ until I run on empty/ but I would for you/ I figure that a blessing/ so come and get this message/ it runs a little deep on pain/ and when you're finally leaving/ you better stop it even/ they're ain't getting even/ your hopes to find a reason.