my blood boiling from all these demons they follow me everywhere i go    in the back of mind the truth is I've lost hope for everything even my life please end it with a knife  im done with it what am  I gonna do he fucking Lost in here I keep him locked away from this fear he's fighting  his way out im goona have to put my own lights out i like to let him know he's keeping low my head bobbing in the water  like a lost boat in middle of the ocean alone  Im so fucking stressed depressed  feels like a heavy weight on my chest all these suicidal thoughts they hit till i fall life is hard  i struggle to breathe Lord im on my knees asking for you to help me Im looking  upabove show me whats love i cant take it any more give me the pills end my life they will.soon forget you  I have it to gethere dont loose hope just cope with it fuck im goona do im gonna be six feet under before you know is  nothing you can do about it hang my self my nucse is please don't cut it loose  better than slicing my neck 🤪