#endofdays #slashinc . she walks in!!the room drops a few degrees.i go weak at the motherfucking knees, my blood starts to freeze,i cannot believe that I let her in so deep how could I trust this girl with with my everything to keep?how could I not foresee the grief she would bring me so i drop down to my knees like fuckit why do I breath?this bpd is haunting me and it will never ever leave, it just makes me seethe when these fake bitches take advantage of me without cease I have no protection. i have no release guess I'm not predestined for what you people call peace. my vital intakes I will decrease til this burned out vessel becomes deceased, nobody controls me..hi I'm Leckey.do you not know me? understand i create my own own story also see that I fuckin abhore me I'm speaking dickhead,dont you ignore me i controllled my destiny til you tore all the best from me and unleashed this entity that no-one should ever see that dark piece of shit that I hold back from society normally now you've awoken the animal in me, watch it run free on a kill frenzy, honestly all could have been avoided with a tad of honesty approach me cautiously before I act unlawfully,fulfil my shitty prophecy and act like john wayne gacy. im not a serial killer clown, come here and embrace me ill become John gotti when im treated wrongfully,ill think of some twisted shit then murder you thoughtfully.. my brain gets hazy then i get crazy like bayonce and jay z.. don't test me,cause no patients is in me,my common sense eludes me then this evil dude is in me til I can't see anything in front of me but a liability,this will quickly make me lose all empathy,pull the trigger til its empty on the next fuckin loser who wants to use me,maybe this prophecy was meant to be, this is just a desperate mans scheme a quiet mans scream to the universe, just a loyal soldier here to serve my time on earth only a man who's lost all self worth in a world so perverse that it suddenly it ocures,what if they took me away from it all in a hearse?all of my life iv fucking been cursed so how would you feel if our roles were reversed,I promise you now you would feel the worst.your soul would be crushed into the earth I'll stop now fuckit iv said enough on this subject I'm getting emotionally exhausted and way too head wrecked..