Calling myself out
Isaac Martin-Sanchez9 Plays
•19 Sep 2021
Shades So I call myself shades As a nickname Mostly was a gimmick to hide my face And no not that I’m throwin shade That’s not my way Usual it was a gimmick A facade of an image That had no limit At first the idea was wicked People were livid Guess cuz they lovin A mask That seemed epic But now it’s suffocating like the Epidemic Like COVID But yet the aesthetic Remains but feels decrepit Yet I feel pathetic Seeing the ugly side That’s provide Aside That coincide That which reside And override Makin it divide Alongside Inside More of a lie Morality codes had a rewrite Like a computer with dial up It’s a loud noise setup And amongst It disgust I feel yet try to discuss And to debunk So I can adjust And move past this fuss Cuz I’m an addict With a conflict Trying to admit The pain still exist Just an average hypocrite Tryin to break away from the script No I’m not perfect Trying to commit To what’s right and not contradict What’s good from bad like a misfit Who denies and dismiss Lies and inflict Past ties and restrict The imprint Of knowledge my father transmit To know it’s ok if I feel sick Just depends how you take it And try to fix it See it’s easy to deny What we wanna hide And drown ourselves with a bottle How awful And say we can quite when ever we want Who you trying to fool with that squabble You gotta Really be out of it to think it’s casual To agree substance heals yet waddle Back in line in a huddle While you stumble Like football you will fumble And not over a ball But your mental wall Built so tall While you called it a castle Yea right that hassle You call a safe space Is a toxic place Thinking it’s a kingdom But instead it’s more of an Asylum Just arrogant to admit your the victim Trapped in a dominion Of a system You claim your against No offense Look what I’m saying is me I just wanna say what we all can agree Or disagree feel free Cuz honestly Not doing it for kicks or for fun Just a promise I’ll never run To call myself out To take a new route Not trying to chase clout Yes You can doubt But this is a layout Or an intro to my fallout It’s my therapy What I’m Writing And What I’m thinking Trying to break a toxic cycle Write a new title For my story but I choose my bible Best for my mental survival To me it’s vital Keeps me from being suicidal I know subjects dark and personal But like I said it’s my new ritual To myself I call out And to layout My addictions And my fallouts Therapy in lyrics I wrote out This is what I’m talking about I had to sit down and reflect Watch and retrace my steps It ain’t easy it’s like a pest Looking back at it was complex Looking back at it I was perplexed Best see it unless Everything wrong gets the best Of me pushing up more stress Knowing how I react And forces me to forget my process Yet I won’t let it ruin my path to success
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Hi @isaacmartinsanchez! Welcome to our feedback of 'Calling myself out'! The beat is dope and really works for this track. Work on delivery to make sure your bars are heard in a dope way. Unfortunately the recording hasn't come out too well, it would be great if you could clean that up. Play around in your studio to find out how best to use different effects. We can see your potential, just put a bit more time into your next track! Keep up the hard work, we can't wait to hear your next fire track! All the best, The Rap Fame Team
Shades So I call myself shades As a nickname Mostly was a gimmick to hide my face And no not that I’m throwin shade That’s not my way Usual it was a gimmick A facade of an image That had no limit At first the idea was wicked People were livid Guess cuz they lovin A mask That seemed epic But now it’s suffocating like the Epidemic Like COVID But yet the aesthetic Remains but feels decrepit Yet I feel pathetic Seeing the ugly side That’s provide Aside That coincide That which reside And override Makin it divide Alongside Inside More of a lie Morality codes had a rewrite Like a computer with dial up It’s a loud noise setup And amongst It disgust I feel yet try to discuss And to debunk So I can adjust And move past this fuss Cuz I’m an addict With a conflict Trying to admit The pain still exist Just an average hypocrite Tryin to break away from the script No I’m not perfect Trying to commit To what’s right and not contradict What’s good from bad like a misfit Who denies and dismiss Lies and inflict Past ties and restrict The imprint Of knowledge my father transmit To know it’s ok if I feel sick Just depends how you take it And try to fix it See it’s easy to deny What we wanna hide And drown ourselves with a bottle How awful And say we can quite when ever we want Who you trying to fool with that squabble You gotta Really be out of it to think it’s casual To agree substance heals yet waddle Back in line in a huddle While you stumble Like football you will fumble And not over a ball But your mental wall Built so tall While you called it a castle Yea right that hassle You call a safe space Is a toxic place Thinking it’s a kingdom But instead it’s more of an Asylum Just arrogant to admit your the victim Trapped in a dominion Of a system You claim your against No offense Look what I’m saying is me I just wanna say what we all can agree Or disagree feel free Cuz honestly Not doing it for kicks or for fun Just a promise I’ll never run To call myself out To take a new route Not trying to chase clout Yes You can doubt But this is a layout Or an intro to my fallout It’s my therapy What I’m Writing And What I’m thinking Trying to break a toxic cycle Write a new title For my story but I choose my bible Best for my mental survival To me it’s vital Keeps me from being suicidal I know subjects dark and personal But like I said it’s my new ritual To myself I call out And to layout My addictions And my fallouts Therapy in lyrics I wrote out This is what I’m talking about I had to sit down and reflect Watch and retrace my steps It ain’t easy it’s like a pest Looking back at it was complex Looking back at it I was perplexed Best see it unless Everything wrong gets the best Of me pushing up more stress Knowing how I react And forces me to forget my process Yet I won’t let it ruin my path to success
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