5 Stages “Even ifyou were the one who initiated the split, there are five stages of grief that you will go through. They are denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance” You know I just wanted what i couldn’t have One last kiss and i’m gone I was dealt shitty cards One last fight And i’m done Yeah i’m in fucking DENIAL You said i was the love Of your life huh turned out I suck at being a wife ah I mean I tried right? Kinda regretted it The minute you left My fucking sight ah Don’t know why, maybe it was pity I wanted to stick where you stood Ain’t gonna lie, u not that pretty You wasn’t even that good Bruh you cried when i said Meeting you was my worst mistake Told me you felt dead You a good actor, what the outtake Cry me a river for fuck sake You moved on quicker Than all the quickie we had Not able to get you outta my head I tried reaching but your friend said You weren’t talking, while i was begging I spent the whole week in bed ( how Motherfucker you let me get that low) Literally left a love letter At your door step With a broken flower Yeah i prolly overstep You wasn’t even there You prolly find a new girl To say all that bullshit to And i bet she doesn’t care Kinda overstayed my welcome in your life But fuck, you did damage to my heart How am i coming back from this With a clean fresh start Told you i was bad At that love shit huh Wanted to be lovers But man i quit now You wanted me for a couple days Saw that 48 laws of power book You was reading Should’ve known to stay The fuck away You read my poem about The angel in disguise Bruh, you was the fucking devil In disguise Should’ve seen you With my eyes You was bad news And all lies Ran away For you Broke the rules For you Cheated For you Lost my mind For you You don’t even care Iss like i was never there Maybe all you ever wanted Was FREEDOM Maybe all you ever wanted Was to be done You said i was making you sick But this morning guess what i was the one Throwing up I guess it’s all that love bullshit I was force fed Thinking about you And all i can be is fucking fed up Sorry sorry, it’s my ANGERr talking I should prolly tell you how much i loved you How much i fucking relied on you I couldn’t bare to be the burden on your shoulders I wanted to be better I loved you like no others If you come back, i promise Shit would be different There will be improvement I am probably BARGAINING now? For the record you should know I haven’t eaten or slept Since you left It’s like life has lost meaning The one i found when we were dating I guess tits You once said you loved me You said i was the first girl you said that to You said I was the one I was in disbelief Should’ve told you I felt the same way But all i could say Was we should spend some time away I was never good at Accepting love i don’t deserve I guess im reaching ACCEPTANCE now I should’ve told you i was the villain of this story It’s all on me I lost him cuz i got fucking greedy And y’all should know I turn the page Lesson is learned Some damage Are meant to be yearned