This shit getting deeper and deeper, pray i make it I was so broke, I had to grind to fix it Sleepless night, thinkin' how to make it Always stepping, when i shoot, I don't miss it It's sad t, no wins, and it's end year All this pains and tear's, Last year pray, I win before it's next year Took alot of miles to get here Have been in pain way too long pray it's end soon, and money get long Stayed humble, don't do no wrong I'm grateful for my mama, pray she lifelong Big brother in street, grinding his whole life crazy, I have never been happy, my whole life love that bitch, thought she's will be my wife tried taking myself, with the kitchen knife I just want All this pain to fade away Oh Lord, please take all the pain away I had nothing, and they all chase me away So many problems, I had to stay away Hard times got me taking pills 24-7 To all the ones we lost, hope they in heaven first time, i tried rapping, I was eleven That's why, I always stick to rapping, 'cause I never thought 'bout leaving