we no longer lie on the same bed its been a while.. but i sleep happily knowing we both exist under the same sky.. still there's no beautiful way to explain the point that i feel lonely tho. try to do my best but i mess everytime i swear cuz im haunted by the ghost 0f what we could be. im just empty and now that's it over I'll never be sober. just me doing nothing more than feeling less. cant forget i was useless.. i promise that i died for you one time but never again my trust is so fucktop that i cant believe that anybody ever really start to fall in love with me i wish I could do more than missing you even if i know that i could not make your heart beat as fast as your drugs can. but in the end dk now how to act so.. even if I know a part of me keeps lying telling me that happy was the color of you.. its so loud in my head.. you was playing so deep in my mind that I became addicted to you breaking my heart. you really did fucked me up