I dont wanna lie ,I dont wanna mic it I am running my own race I dont wanna lose it babe I am have been feeling like this voices in my head tryna speak my heart is bigger than my body you can love me hate me I dont need that,I need myself i am Sadboy everyone knows me I hide my pain I am feeling lower lot in my mind,God help me I need ur guardians the struggle is getting strong nd strong I lift weight trying to maintain girls be saying sexy while they cant spell the name... fuck this niggas they never sweat in blood I speak on myself I raise my soul up pour me water I am tired I am dry inside,wet outside complicated ? nightmares babe pick me up I see Ghosts in my room i feel like I am dead dripping R speaking Z up you go dont wait for me I have been lonely in my life for so long scared to trust ,I wanna find peace the people I call my friends they are my enemies new moves I go for that I travel everyday trying to find easy way to get it never been tired of waiting Sadboy is the flyest Nike Sneakers I just do it before rocking Adidas I was vibing Toms they used to laugh at me ,they turned me in to Comedian Rest in Peace to my grandma I behave like proton I am always positive dont say you mic me when my isn't important they tried to scared shit of me know me first before u can do all the talking babe you should let me love let me be the one my pure soul will finally rest I am no longer breathing I dont wanna lie ,I dont wanna mic it running my own race I dont wanna lose it I dont wanna cry for it the pain the pain the pain