Those nights that are crippling when you think about the sickening shit you've seen,  Those nights when your heads a spin you've had too many losses and ya need a win,  Those nights when you lay thinking about the family lost and you start missing, every fallen angel whose gone too soon all the purest souls that have been taken.  Those nights are the worst of nights when you lay there feeling emotionally peaked, all the darkest memories come flooding back all the times that made you feel so weak, like a mental freak not wanting to speak about the twisted shit that you try to keep all locked away and buried deep away from any type of critique.  Its so bleak, when it's all a big struggle, when you feeling all alone and all you want is a cuddle, some reassuring that your life that's muddled will eventually piece together like a puzzle.  Just got to find the key to unlock the lock, to the pieces of the puzzle and get back on top try and stop the block and release the lot because it is OK to feel like it's not.  Those nights that are crippling when you think about the sickening shit you've seen,  Those nights when your heads a spin you've had too many losses and ya need a win,  Those nights when you lay thinking about the family lost and you start missing, every fallen angel whose gone too soon all the purest souls that have been taken.  Those nights that are crippling when you think about the sickening shit you've seen,  Those nights when your heads a spin you've had too many losses and ya need a win,  Those nights when you lay thinking about the family lost and you start missing, every fallen angel whose gone too soon all the purest souls that have been taken.  There's a time in life we all feel beat,   So Many different cases where all unique,  we all should speak about emotions deep,  let go, stop letting them explode with heat!  Feel beat, yeah we all loose sleep some times,  lay counting sheep some times,  feel weak sometimes, for weeks sometimes,  Lifes overly bleak sometimes.  Yeah there's days that go your way,  Alll the voices say yeah this won't stay,   you should block them out, they'll go away,  If you overcome the negatives that they say Iv learnt from the past, it won't last anyway,  but il have it my way for today at least,  until the control is taken away  by my minds most twisted memories.   Days can impossible, a struggling puzzle,  Keep a brave face, use a smile like a muzzle.  On the outside be brave if the head is a muddle  try and be strong when the intensity doubles.  Wear a mask to cover distress when stress   is a pest that continues to mess, feel possessed with unwanted excess  then regress into a dark mindset.  Got tainted memories under key and lock? disturbing and sinister images stuck?  flash backs show up and emotions erupt?  feeldarkness on the way, then anxieties fucked?  Time to mend the mind and feel satisfaction,  reap what you sow like the law of attraction,  start adapting and avoiding distractions,  over coming demons using positive actions.  Those nights that are crippling when you think about the sickening shit you've seen,  Those nights when your heads a spin you've had too many losses and ya need a win,  Those nights when you lay thinking about the family lost and you start missing, every fallen angel whose gone too soon all the purest souls that have been taken. Those nights that are crippling when you think about the sickening shit you've seen,  Those nights when your heads a spin you've had too many losses and ya need a win,  Those nights when you lay thinking about the family lost and you start missing, every fallen angel whose gone too soon all the purest souls that have been taken.