nobody told me it was going to be easy nobody told me it was going to be hard trust me when I tell you I knew all along when life brings you up ill go down when life brings you down let me go up I felt every last tear where the sun it glides in I felt every last fear until we start riding the brightness in my eyes it shines in the darkest of knights just wish I got acknowledged for the castle, what queen I'm fighting love is so pained its trauma not mentioned but being alone is something I'm not fond of nor want giving up is something I'm not ever going to let inside my head evil is something I never dream of coz that is what kind of person I am my dreams are always something I control and not trauma ducky thing life right now is trauma but I'm just happy I got family that love me even if its from a distance even you can see the love from the innocents and I love that sorry for the drama I created growing up I love you all and I'm never giving up if we lose each other I wanna say every moment spending time with you all getting you to know me on a spiritual level has been better then all life in general coming from the brightest of stars in the sky this experience is so expectantly amazing especially God's grace and his blessings good bad or too bad its all been deadly something I can sometimes call heaven and I am full of gratitude for my people making this a better place making people understand what they have instead of what they don't to trust in God and not what scientist wrote can never really trust in anything written or with a vote it matter about what our parents suffered through and what we don't it making about feelings and the spiritual note when our assessors show up at our shows Nd tell up how to preform something so beautiful and vibrant that we even get goose bump the feeling in our bodys it like a vibrational rainbow