she said that she love me then turn around left for a nigga with money I dont know what love mean cause everydays rainy it never seems sunny told my heart to trust me she was the one that would not take it from me outside she lovely got to the inner part she was all crusty superficial she must be I worked everyday but aint have enough luxury fuck was she playing am I a stepping stone thinking I must be calling my boys but they dont want to hear they said thats the game and i need to expect it this feeling of being rejected a blessing to put everything in perspective now I'm just doing me im focused and only improving me realize that love is a term used so loosely nobody knows what it it truly means including me I was willing to chance it a hopeless romantic that shit that I seen in the screen was a dream I imagined had to have it now I look like a fool got everyone laughing if only them arrows that cupid was shooting they didnt have to end so tragic my mother would tell me to keep my head up or get consumed in sadness a part of me does understand it I just cant imagine that thats the way god had planned it she was always just working nothing hurtful just flirting the whole time she really was searching while niggas in dms was lurking and me on the sidelines believing that I was her onlyfan not knowing that she was on onlyfans them texts she was sending was more than friends the reason she late coming home again