My disorder by wavyswavy
WavySwavy$$31 Plays
•26 Aug 2021
when i turned 20 it felt like i had this dark empty hole inside me that i continued to feed with a large amount of methaphetmine and then my mental status declined even more rapidly like a dark cloud that did nothing but follow me around but the minute the ice hit my veins it’s like all the pain went away. but it never last as long as you want it to putting me to the point we’re i wanna cut my wrist and watch myself bleed till i have no air to breath. their was even the point were i put a gun to my head and then all the sudden something i can’t explain told me not take my life away their is another path you can take so i threw the gun in the river ran to the sheets called the police and 302 myself from their i got diagnosed with a major depressive disorder and ptsd. it’s hard to live day by day when you feel like life is never okay but you just gotta keep your head up and not let that cloud take that shine away silly how fast my life got away and how slow it takes to bring it back my way.
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jeez, tough story, glad your bringing life back👍 great song💯
when i turned 20 it felt like i had this dark empty hole inside me that i continued to feed with a large amount of methaphetmine and then my mental status declined even more rapidly like a dark cloud that did nothing but follow me around but the minute the ice hit my veins it’s like all the pain went away. but it never last as long as you want it to putting me to the point we’re i wanna cut my wrist and watch myself bleed till i have no air to breath. their was even the point were i put a gun to my head and then all the sudden something i can’t explain told me not take my life away their is another path you can take so i threw the gun in the river ran to the sheets called the police and 302 myself from their i got diagnosed with a major depressive disorder and ptsd. it’s hard to live day by day when you feel like life is never okay but you just gotta keep your head up and not let that cloud take that shine away silly how fast my life got away and how slow it takes to bring it back my way.
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