somebody please save me from myself because truth is I know I can't do this by myself so I'm asking you GOD please help me from myself I know I have days where I wake up and wish to myself why me God why do I gotta go through so much struggle I don't even know if I can take anymore of this and I'm on my knees daily trying to figure out what is your purpose for me because I can't seem to figure this out on my own and I'm going through so much mentally I'm doing everything I can just to keep from going insane and no one seems to even understand everything I'm that I'm goin through and I would do anything just to be normal again I'm fighting this addiction everyday because that ain't tha life I wanna live anymore and everytime I try to turn away it's like tha streets keep pulling me back into em and only God knows I'm trying to leave this lifestyle behind me so I'm turning to GOD daily asking him to please save me from myself because I am my enemy and my only hope is to be saved from myself so my savior can begin to work in me but please God protect me from my enemies because only you know tha things they wanna do to me but I'm trusting that you got me and anything that stands against me will never prosper enough to defeat me because tha power of Christ invested in me I gotta new beginning with everlasting life running through me I know everything I'm going through now is what made me the man I am today and I wouldn't change it for nothing because that's the only way my faith is getting stronger and it taught me to turn to God when I couldn't turn to nothing else I know he will never give up on me or put more on me than I can bare so I put all my faith in him because I know from experience he would never let me down and everytime I think about tha things he pulled me through in my life I start to frown because if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be here with my children today and I can honestly say my life is a lot better today because I finally learned how to hit my knees and pray when things don't seem to go my way.