I HAD SO MUCH RESENTMENT AND ANGER BUILDING UP INSIDE OF ME IT ALMOST TOOK CONTROL OF ME AND I SPENT MOST OF MY LIFE FIGHTING LEGIONS OF DEMONS THAT SURROUNDED ME BECAUSE OF ALL THA SIN I HAD LIVING IN ME AND LUST AROUND ME I CAN FEEL THE EVIL LURKING AROUND ME AND SEARCHING FOR FOR EVERYYY WAY POSSIBLE TO ENTER AND DEVOUR ME BUT I CAN'T LET THESE DEMONS DEVOUR ME SO I PRAY FOR FORGIVENESS AND ASK GOD TO CHANGE ME BECAUSE HE IS THE ONE WHO CREATED ME AND ONLY/ HE CAN CHANGE ME BUT I GOTTA CHANGE MY WAYS AND QUIT FIGHTING AGAINST HIM SO HE DO HIS GREATEST WORK IN ME I hadn't been the same me since I allowed these drugs to take control of me and all tha pain and hurt that it's caused me it will take years to get back and all tha bridges that I burnt I don't think I could ever overturn because it's already been adjourned and this life sentence im serving from everything that occurred is been overturned because now Christ is living in me and he helps me fight my enemies just listen to these melodies and you can hear Christ speaking in me with so many remedies that's his specialities and we have the same similarities I only pray I'm strong enough to live his legacies I think I found a remedie to overcome these bad tendencies and dependencies that has stopped all my prosperties I gotta make something happen soon so I pray my GOD hurries because I'm already in my thirties and I don't wanna end up on a gurney I just wanna make a legacy for my family and watch my son wear that football jesery so I can be worthy enough to have him call me his daddy I don't wanna see him unhappy or agitated or be hated because I couldn't be a daddy to the children I created that would be very selfish of me to put my children through the same situations and lifestyle I hated and got me so aggravated I just wanna see em educated and motivated to be their best so I try my hardest at life so we don't ever end up separated so I put everything I have into this music and try my hardest to not get tempted and fall into ignorance so I search for deliverance and try to make a difference but I gotta learn to let go of all this bitterness so I can accept GODS deliverence and live in his presence in heaven when my time on earth is done