I got text from you bitch please I dont need you too rescue me. I'm here livin life until the end in a world full of sin. dont need these fake fucks. fuck smile in my face and talk shit behind my back yall some lames. it's such a shame how everything went down low down. no more fucking around I've came back too get a bag and represent the sticks with a gift so legit I spitting flames for anyone who wants too hear it. anyone going through depression I get you I go through it too when I'm driving and wanna get violent with the fucked up mindset in this world of sin. yeah world of sin like its about too end when ive taken my last sip I go bezerk because I need that shit too quench my thirst I'm an addict through and through. through and through I feel like sometimes I may need dr drew but I'm sober now and I feel okay day to day struugle its unfathomable. unfathomable too think life could be this way I feel I'm the 1 too blame for ending my life this way when im lost in thought I just wanna hit a rock. but I'm not going back too that lifes better than that too stay a junkie too your own self and own self hell. self hell is my own downfall I just want 2 hit a wall with my car and end it all but I'm not giving in too these fucked up thoughts. fucked up thoughts at 3am whose there when I really need them nobody cause I've pushed them all away god I'm fucking going insane. I'm going insane I just wanna be okay and not contemplate taking my own life I just wanna cry but I'm not going too break. im not going too break im putting the cards on the table going all in the life of sin. life of sin when I was 17 I first tried you nothing gives me the high like you wasted nights broke lonely and confused I'm slipping away and I just wanna be medicated.