Ian Ruos

still crap

Ian Ruos
still crap

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19 Aug 2021

today is a brand new day everythings gonna go my way so i roll up a j and say.... with each breath you take theres opportunity... each step forward theres continuity beautifully if u move prudently truthfully youll find unity.....start building your community! i have to ask for atonement tryn stay focused if u havent noticed today i became a poet.... yesterday was at my lowest.. but my words are potent like i said ima poet angrily i wrote it in therapy it was noted my anxiety was at a all time high timidly had to write a line im not telling lies so many tries then i closed my eyes and the words just appear.. between what i want and what i fear between what i know and hold dear. i let the fear take the wheel and steer! cus im conflicted with insecurities im seriosly lacking in maturity got fucked up priorities im gonna die in obscurity! my mind is like a torment its a gantlet everything haunts it..... but.... today is a brand new day everythings gonna go my way so i roll up a j and say.... with each breath you take theres? opportunity... each step forward theres continuity beautifully if u move prudently truthfully youll find unity.....start building your community! greatful for every momment like a kid in an arcade got my tokens even if i dont show it got devotions to the craft this is not my first draft.... or maybe just trying to make u laugh nah i was almost broken this voice over head notioned reasoned for it to be my last shotgun shells was going to hell but it passed i dont appreciate the negative comments im making progress its a process. i dont see no prospects... today is a brand new day everythings gonna go my way so i roll up a j and say.... hustle and make that money for that paradise vacation. dont get caught up in the frusteration stop looking for your affirmation the summation of my foundation dont believe in the cessation i i have no security couldnt write.... needed some insight...

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3 years ago

today is a brand new day everythings gonna go my way so i roll up a j and say.... with each breath you take theres opportunity... each step forward theres continuity beautifully if u move prudently truthfully youll find unity.....start building your community! i have to ask for atonement tryn stay focused if u havent noticed today i became a poet.... yesterday was at my lowest.. but my words are potent like i said ima poet angrily i wrote it in therapy it was noted my anxiety was at a all time high timidly had to write a line im not telling lies so many tries then i closed my eyes and the words just appear.. between what i want and what i fear between what i know and hold dear. i let the fear take the wheel and steer! cus im conflicted with insecurities im seriosly lacking in maturity got fucked up priorities im gonna die in obscurity! my mind is like a torment its a gantlet everything haunts it..... but.... today is a brand new day everythings gonna go my way so i roll up a j and say.... with each breath you take theres? opportunity... each step forward theres continuity beautifully if u move prudently truthfully youll find unity.....start building your community! greatful for every momment like a kid in an arcade got my tokens even if i dont show it got devotions to the craft this is not my first draft.... or maybe just trying to make u laugh nah i was almost broken this voice over head notioned reasoned for it to be my last shotgun shells was going to hell but it passed i dont appreciate the negative comments im making progress its a process. i dont see no prospects... today is a brand new day everythings gonna go my way so i roll up a j and say.... hustle and make that money for that paradise vacation. dont get caught up in the frusteration stop looking for your affirmation the summation of my foundation dont believe in the cessation i i have no security couldnt write.... needed some insight...

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