ibe been going through some shit lately i ain't been my self lately seems like whole world is crashing now , im always sad always stuck room staring at these walls nd thinking bwt life is this really i was meant to live or another phase life that passes by i pray everyday nd work so hard but nothing ever really seems change they say everything happens for a reason yeah but things in my life r so unreasonable i try so so hard to a be a really great dude but something bad always drags me down sometimes the really i wanna f***** life but i keep hoping that things might change ,that what i tell myself everyday i dont blame god blame god for taking my parents bvrh but i think life with them would have been better though i hope they see how hard im trying to make brvh i try to be good brother to my sister's brvh but life jst keeps on dragging me down this really sad nd kinda depressing brvh others make it really easily y do do we have to try so hard , these r really the question i our god wen he takes me away one .....x-sinator